Welcome to my World

So, I'm at a new chapter in my life! Shit happens...it hits the fan, you accept it and either clean it up or walk away. What did I do? Which side are you looking at to build that presumption? I think I did both. I knew what didn't work for me and had to walk away while cleaning up the mess! I can tell everyone here what really happened, tell the details blah blah blah; but I prefer metaphors...it keeps the mind guessing. And isn't that what our minds need to feel on a daily basis to keep growing, learning and FEELING? Live life-you got one, yeah it sucks sometimes...but I think that just brings us to the sweeter side! So here I am! Me. I have let go of almost everything in my direct lifestyle for something that I felt in my gut. I have given up my most prized possession...my Howie. I am numb to it now and I'm sayin it, because I know it will really kick in and hurt later. I know I have effected him in how I felt and what I did, and to Howie-I'm sorry buddy, I love you...and you're gonna be OK! Hope ya'll enjoy this site-and of course don't be shy to tell me what you think.